Saturday, December 31, 2005

Its that time of the year... when the year dies in an explosive colorful drunken night :) I want to wish all my loved ones, friends and family a happy new year and I hope it will be the greatest yet. And keep in mind that the new year gives all of us a chance to begin anew with a clean slate and build greater things in our lives. good luck and Love with all your heart, mind and body! :D

~Spookyo_O with stars in his eyes.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Well YAY exams are over and how they are over so! I have made an active decision regarding my own future and what I want to do with my life :) I am going to quit MH (my school) and I am going to work for the next yer or so and then I am going to Rose Buford collage of theatre arts more specifically I am going to attend the european theatre arts department of that school :D je suis excited much =) (just look at all the smileys ;))

I have a boyfriend aswell :D Kristján, I posted sometime ago something dedicated to him and thanking him for everything he has done for me... He's so good to me and makes me feel so good about myself, he is mine and I am his :) *GLEE*

(8)BRIGHT AND HAAAAPPY!!!(8) hehehe

peace out duderinos
~Spookyo_O

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

If sum>70. You = Movie Whore!!!


1(x)Pirates of the Caribbean
2(x)The Mexican
3(x)Fight Club
4(x)Starsky and Hutch
5(x)Neverending Story
6(x)Blazing Saddles
7(x)Garden State
8(x)The Princess Bride
9( )Young Frankenstein
10(x)AnchorMan
11(x)Napoleon Dynamite
12(x)Saw
13( )White Noise
14( )White Oleander
15(x)Anger Management

= 12

1( )50 First Dates
2(x)Jason X
3(x)Scream
4(x)Scream 2
5(x)Scream 3
6(x)Scary Movie
7(x)Scary Movie 2
8(x)Scary Movie 3
9(x)American Pie
10(x)American Pie 2
11(x)American Wedding
12(x)Harry Potter
13(x)Harry Potter 2
14(x)Harry Potter 3
15(x) Harry Potter 4
16(x)Resident Evil
17(x)Resident Evil 2
18(x)The Wedding Singer
19( )Little Black Book

= 17

1(x)The Village
2(x)Donnie Darko
3(x)Lilo & Stitch
4(x)Finding Nemo
5(x)Finding Neverland
6(x)13 Ghosts
7(x)Signs
8(x)The Grinch
9( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre
10( )White Chicks
11(x)Butterfly Effect
12( )Suddenly 30
13(x)I, Robot
14(x)Dodgeball
15( )Universal Soldier
16(x)A Series Of Unfortunate Events
17( )Along Came A Spider
18( )Deep Impact

= 12

1(x)KingPin
2(x)Never Been Kissed
3(x)Meet The Parents
4( )Meet the Fockers
5( )Eight Crazy Nights
6( )A Cinderella Story
7( )The Terminal
8( )The Lizzie McGuire Movie
9( )Passport to Paris
10(x)Dumb & Dumber
11(x)Dumb & Dumberer
12(x)Final Destination
13( )Final Destination 2
14(x)Halloween
15(x)The Ring
16( )The Ring 2
17( )Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
18(x)Practical Magic
19(x)Chicago
20(x)Ghost Ship
21(x)From Hell
22(x)Hellboy
23( )Secret Window
24( )I Am Sam
25(x)The Whole Nine Yards
26( )The Whole Ten Yards
27( )The Day After Tomorrow
28(x)Child's Play
29(x)Bride of Chucky
30(x)Ten Things I Hate About You
31(x)Just Married
32( )Gothika
33(x)Nightmare on Elm Street
34( )Sixteen Candles
35(x)Bad Boys
36( )Bad Boys 2
37( )Joy Ride
38(x)Seven
39( )Ocean's Eleven
40( )Ocean's Twelve
41(x)Identity

= 22

1( )Lone Star
2(x)Predator I
3( )Predator II
4(x)Independence day
5( )Cujo
6( )A Bronx Tale
7( )Darkness Falls
8( )Christine
9(x)ET
10(x)Children of the Corn
11( )My Boss' Daughter
12(x)Maid in Manhattan
13( )Frailty
14(x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
15(x)She's All That
16( )Calendar Girls
17( )Sideways
18(x)Mars Attacks

= 8

1(x)Event Horizon
2( )Ever After
3(x)Forrest Gump
4(x)The Others
5(x)Freaky Friday
6( )Reign of Fire
7(x)The Hot Chick
8(x)Swimfan
9( )Miracle
10( )Old School
11( )Ray
12( )The Notebook
13(x)K-Pax

= 7

1(x)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
2(x)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
3(x)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
4( )A Walk to Remember
5(x)Boogeyman
6( )Hitch
7(x)The Fifth Element
8(x)Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
9(x)Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
10(x)Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
11(x)Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
12(x)Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
13(x)Star Wars episode VI Return of the Jedi
14( )Troop Beverly Hills
15( )Swimming with Sharks
16( )Air Force One
17(x)For Richer or Poorer
18(x)People Under the Stairs
19( )Blue Velvet
20( )Sound of Music
21( )Parent Trap
22( )The Burbs
23(x)The Terminator
24(x)Empire Records
25(x)Meet Joe Black
26(x)Clockwork Orange
27( )The Order
28(x)Spiderman
29(x)Spiderman 2
30(x)Amelie
31( )Scotland, PA
32( )The Graduate

= 20

1( )Mean Girls
2(x)Shrek
3(x)Shrek 2
4(x)The Incredibles
5(x)Collateral
6(x)The Fast & The Furious
7( )2 Fast 2 Furious
8(x)Sky Captain Of The World Of Tomorrow
9( )Closer

= 6

1(x)Titanic
2(x)Saved
3(x)Bowling For Columbine
4( )Farenheit 9/11
5(x)The Sixth Sense
6(x)Artificial intelligence
7(x)Love, Actually
8( )Shutter
9(x)Ella Enchanted
10(x)Princess Diaries 1
11( )Princess Diaries 2
12(x)Constantine
13( )Million Dollar Baby
14( )Envy
15(x)Eurotrip
16( )Malibu's Most Wanted
17(x)Big Daddy
18( )Black sheep
19(x)The Breakfast Club
20( )West side story

= 12

1( )A Christmas Story
2( )Spanglish
3(x)Pulp Fiction
4( )Sleepover
5(x)The Evil Dead
6(x)Killer Klowns From Outer Space
7(x)The Seed of chucky
8( )Vanilla Sky
9(x)Nightmare Before Christmas
10(x)Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
11(x)Interview With The Vampire
12(x)The Crow
13( )Purple Rain
14(x)Wayne's World

= 9

1(x)Wayne's World 2
2(x)21 Grams
3(x)Blow
4(x)Edward Scissorhands
5(x)Clerks
6(x)Beauty and the Beast
7(x)Guess Who
8( )Monster in-Law
9(x)Elf
10(x)Stuart Little
11(x)Stuart Little 2
12(x)Chasing Amy
13(x)Dogma
14(x)Jay & Silent Bob Strike Back

= 13

1(x)Beetlejuice
2( )Last Samurai
3(x)The Amityville Horror
4( )The Aviator
5(x)Romeo and Juliet
6( )Barbershop
7( )Barbershop 2
8( )Beauty Shop
9(x)Legally Blonde
10(x)Legally Blonde 2
11(x)The Forgotten
12(x)Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen
13(x)The Grudge

= 8

sum= 146

je suis MOVIE SLUUUUUUT! (aka. whore)

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

I am home, I am well and I will hopefully post the saga of London sometime soon... if not, I'll tell you verbally if we are in position to do so.

~The jet-lagged Spookyo_O

Friday, November 18, 2005

Well I ma here in London... We started off last wednesday to Keflavik airport at two o'clock. The flight itself went rather well and we landed at at approximately seven o'clock. We got our luggage and got through Stansted surrisingly fast considering that there were 16 of us... fast if it had just been 2 of us. NOW this is where the problem started, waiting for train tickets was a LOOOOONG wait, but hey, we aren't drama students for nothing so we just made our own fun... or rather Sigga Eir made our fun :) here is Sigga's and Katrin's song (it's a rap, the capital letters are sung by both Sigga and Katrin):
I wish I was a little bit TALLER
I wish I was a BALLER
I wish I had a girl
if I had I would CALL 'ER.

katina og fjor.

It goes without saying to experienced travelers that its a huge pain in the rumpus to travel in trains with you luggage A PAIN IN THE RUMPUS! Especially when you have to wait for the good part of an hour or more waiting while they buy these week passes for the trains... and buy for the wrong zones and have to go again to buy the right ones... I want to think the god of Red Bull, I am a firm believer that s/he saved my life and sanity.

Well after a long train ride and a few chuckles and twitches of the eye we FINALLY arrived at our Hostel at about twelve o'clock I believe. The Millenium Lodge is one of the dirtiest and most shadiest places I have ever been, yes even more shady then De Boomkikker. Every person here looks like they would hurt you for the gold in your pocket. With our doubts we collected our key's and headed to our rooms (in the stairs to our room there was a huge painting of Bjork). We decided to go downstairs and have a beer to celebrae our arrival. In the end we were all singing and dancing and had our oppinions toppled over and hid under the ugly rug... this is one of the most fantastic places we could have stumbled upon.

The morning after we woke up at eight o'clock and started off to the complimentary breakfast buffet, I kinda wish we hadn't. The cornflakes had a selection of heated milk...and living room heated milk, the juice was bitter, the toast was awful... so we kindof left in a hurry and just headed downtown... not much to tell there becuase I wpent the whole day following the Sigga's through their shopping, I managed to get tnbc dvd and a book. *sigh* this was from about 9:30-16:00.

Later that evening we put on our spiffy clothes and headed out to the train station.. going to see old dick (Richard) II at old wick, there were slight difficulties finding the place but no biggie. The acting was fabulous, the costumes were great... beside that this was the single most boring experiences of my entire life! It's all "bla bla bla bla bla" with Shakespear.. plus my seat creaked, was uncomfortable and the frikkin spring poked from out of the cushion. I think of all my orgas my back hated this show the most, it atleast protested the most.

After the show we though we might be meeting the actors to chat and drink with them... This dod not happen... we went to the theatre's lounge and bar and drank and there were the actors, sitting and drinking, but not with us, more all around us... and no mr. Spacey.

We went back to the hostel because we knew that there was a KARAOKE night there. And the nightcap was for me, Antoin crashing the party... my self esteem going to the shits, and going to sleep, to be waken up several times by my drunker friends and their antics.

Now is he next morning and we are heading for some school of dramatic arts, and I am personally heading for HP4 with my friend and to hang with him for the remainder of the day and going to popstarz tonight to dance.

CHEERIO! (CHERIOOOOOOS <-Elin)

Monday, November 14, 2005

I want to tell you guys a story, gay pride 2004:
It was a fantastic day, one of the most happiest days of my life, only shadowed by my sisters wedding. The parade had come to its final point and the show was ending with most of us on stage dancing infront of all the people that came to support us. My mom was in the crowd watching, smiling, maybe even doing a little jig when a woman comes to her and asks "is the angel yours?" (I was wearing an angel costume because I was amor... a part of this wedding/love theme we had) and my mom replied "yes", the woman tells her "you are very lucky, my son was gay, but he couldn't cope with it, he killed himself.."
When my mom told me about this, I felt so shocked... I want to cry when I think about it. What strikes me the most is his mom, I want to hug her. Just think about it, if he had only told her... maybe things wouldn't have turned out this way... now when he is dead she honors him by supporting him, well atleast his memory. It's like a rock on your heart thinking about this... I want to meet her and I want to tell her how wonderful she is..

How utterly alone he must have felt. So incredibly alone that he had to take to these mesures..

I hope he is happy wherever he is, and I hope she is also happy..
no words can really describe what you want to say to people who have experienced loss like this..


People... love is a strong power, most of the times its stronger the biggotry... dont leave the people that love you, even if you are afraid that they can't take you for who you are, if they love you they will learn.

~Haffi *without words*

Friday, November 11, 2005

I am going to set myself on fire...

this is a lie... I would never, burn wounds are weird that way, the body works in mysterious ways, if you burn yourself the body makes this little water ballon of skin where you are burned... like "hey thats hot and dry... WATOOOOOOR!"

Body and mind are linked... right? so I was wondering, you mind gets burned... what does it do? does it hose itself down with ice cold water, it make's sense. If a person gets "burned" intellectually she/he usually reciprocates in a cold heartless demenor... as a way of saying "I dont care what you just said"

One thing left, spirit/heart etc. it must aswel retaliate in some way? But I dont think if a heart gets burned it cools down... if anything it just burns more, a white-hot flame OR it shuts down, hibernates. People work in mysterious ways.

Wow, I'm watching this movie, in the time it takes this guy's girlfriend to shout "Monty" twice he gets out of the tub, dries himself, does his hair and gets dressed... quite baffling, I wish i could do that when I'm late for school and smell like a dead baboons rotten ass... and sweaty.

I hate this chair, I've spent the last week in this chair when I'm at home, and if I'm not at school I'm home. Alone, cold, bored, watching tv, making my mind mold. I hate being alone, not the kindof alone where a friend can come over and cheer me up (allthough it would make the evenings less boring) but the kind of alone where you can't feel closeness of another person, the warm flow of somebody who really cares and really loves AND likes you.

I'm tired, brain is pretty mushy right now, been watching tv for about 5 hours now... 200+ channels and not one program worth watching, waste of money if you ask me but then again it's not my money and they consider it money well spent on sport programs to watch golf. I wish I had alot of money, i'd spend it wisely. Now I know what you're thinking "HAH! Haffi spending money wisely, give me a break" but I think if I had ALOT of money I could spend it for classes, yoga, drama workshops, new clothes, paint for my walls, christmas presents for my family and friends. My theaory is that when you have little money ALL the time you will spend it for candy, videos, food, fast food, trinkets, coffee, tea... Don't get me wrong, if I had ALOT of money I would of course buy all those little things BUT I would also have new clothes and such. I would pay to get into a good school so I can have a happier life.

Ah, the rythm I had is going, you know what that meens when you start typing slower and dont know what to say, it usually meens that this post will end soon enough.

Too many people read this thing, so many things one can't vent.

friends
love
pressure
future
school
life
fun
work
family
me
health
body
soul
mind
energy is needed...

I tried to write a poem today, about nearly falling asleep in class, the first verse is allright... then it went downhill from there.

I haven't spoken to Tom for a long while, I wonder if he's mad at me or hurt because the last time we talked I was on a pretty big bummer and I just couldn't get into what he wanted to talk about. I was maybe a little overly harsh... I hope he's ok.

I figured out why you feel like you're falling when you look down from a cliff or a tall building, because when things are far away they look smaller, right? That's what happens, you look down and the base of the building/cliff/wall etc. looks more narrow than where you're standing ergo you feel like the base is kindof behind you rather than under you = it can't be stable so you fall.

I want this song... I can't recall what it's called. A big part of the lyrics or chorus is something like "thrash dot slash dot thrash dot com" or something.... do you know it?

I love you guys, even if you don't hear me say it enough, even if I don't call you, don't hang with you or don't see you alot, I do love you... but I can't change the way I am but rest assured that I probably treat every one in my life just the same way as I do you. I love you and I wish it was enough.

rule of thumbs you guys: Love! just love the people you do love, hug when you want to, smile at everybody you wish happiness and just smile when you read sappy stuff like this. I try to follow my own advice, allthough I must admit I have my bad days... but it gets easier. My experience is that when you do this good things come naturally.

Good night *lights out*

~Haffi

Monday, October 31, 2005

too few responded to this before so im doing it again...

Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. (WTF)
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

If I do this for you, you must post this on your blogg or journal.
Gonna start with announcing this: I HATE BEING HORNY! I hate that feeling, especially when you look at something you desire and you feel the weight of your desire crushing against your lungs and heart, its like that devil called "Nightmare" he is a devil that everybody is supposed to have visit them atleast once in your lifetime... anyway, he sneeks into your bedroom and then sits on your chest looking at you or choking you or something... creepy shit....

Anyway, yesterday..*looks at clock* no wait, its 00:48... it was the day before yester when I went to a HALLOWEEN PARTY!!!! XD It was at De Boomkikker, organised by my fine mistress Mobus. HOLY CRAP! It was AWESOME!!!! I haven't had this much fun in a loooong time (Also I have not been this inebriated in a long time). I want you all to applause Mobus, give her a hug and a pat on the back for a job incredibly well done! Mobus was gorgeous! she had this dracula like dress on, dyed hair (pink is I recall correctly) a halfmask that covered her upper face and head, it looked like something cut out of evil dead or buffy the vampire slayer, and to top it off she had contacts that made her eye look black and HUUUUGE! Like Chio Chan on Opium.
MY COSTUME however was a bit slap dash. I took the bottom of the toga I used when I was Amor in the gay pride 2004, a white t-shirt and a sheet torn into ribbons and sew the ribbons onto the toga bottom and the t-shirt, it looked kindof cool. I was winter b.t.w. :) anyway, I also took a glowstick that I had been saving for just such an occasion and tied some ribbons onto that aswell, it was supposed to be my scepter. The glowstick resembled a radioactive isotope... so I decided that I was to be NUCLEAR WINTER! God... there's so much to tell from that evening and I don't really think I have the energy to recite it all. The prises went to:
3rd place: Black knight thingamabobber
2nd place: Wolverine
1ST PLACE!: SALLY FROM THE NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS!!! :D
I danced and danced and danced, I kissed about 5-8 people, mostly girls :( but hey.... I got hit on by some guy that has a woman but wanted me... UN-COM-FORT-ABLE... SHEES! Cant you guys just make up your minds? WHAT DO YOU WANT?!

Holy lawd, my lower body and back are aching, Saturday and sunday I was at a workshop, a stage fighting workshop :D it was AWESOME! The workshop was of course a bit physical so my whole body is adjusting to the sudden usage of it... it ain't happy I can tell you that. It hurts to walk, to sit down and to touch my muscles... I LOVE IT! :D I wish I could do these workshops more regularly, after a while I would have a KILLER bod :P. Damn it was difficult to concentrate because, as you know, your's truly is a human being with human needs and wants (bringing me back to my first point) and when a beautiful and well toned man is assisting in these classes you'r mind tends to wander.... south... *cough* I wish I could just turn my sexuality on and off with sheer force of my will, Alas I cannot and am conquered by my primal lust... damn he was fiiiiiiiiiiiiiine.

I CAN'T WAIT! In less than a month I will be on my way to LONDON with my drama class XP we're going to go to some plays, see a school of dramatic arts, a museum aaaand PARTY LIKE ITS 1999!!!!! :D

Sleepy now... nighty night

Friday, October 28, 2005

Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in. (WTF)
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

If I do this for you, you must post this on your blogg or journal.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!?
Either I am whining about men all the time... thats a fucking bitch right? so I stop... so I decide to focus on my life... but nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo now I'm a fucking hermit and I like it that way BULLSHIT!
I cant stand this, whatever I do its not enough!
I try to be a good person and do good and then what? I say that I dont want to visit the person who treats me like the shit on his shoe, who looks down at me like hes gods gift to mankind and I'm fucking arrogant?! I'M ARROGANT!!!!? FUCK! I dont want to waste my time in London visiting some cocky asshole that treats people like they are disiesed AND I'M THE ARROGANT ONE????!!!!!
I AM TIRED!
PLEASE COULD YOU PEOPLE JUST TAKE ME LIKE I AM!!!? I am not going to jump through hoops to please you!

FUCK!!! I'm so pissed off right now!

Tuesday, October 25, 2005



OBEY AND PARTY!


p.s. auglýsið eins og góðir bloggeigendur... coperið þetta sem kemur núna á eftir setjið bara < og > á undan og eftir og postið á bloggið ykkar... SHANKS


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Saturday, October 22, 2005

I miss you too H.

I'm an Idiot..

I'm Sorry

I hope you dont hate me too much yet...

I wan't to keep you in my life... I've just had alot of things to sort out... It's no excuse I know but... things have been fucked up.

Bottom line... I miss you, I love you and it hurts me more than you can know to think how much you hate me and how angry you are at me.

...

Monday, October 17, 2005

SO... I noticed I blogged in icelandic the last two times.... finally when I have english speaking readers I start garbling on my native language... Silly me :P

I was thinking about my life the other day, I had just stated to somebody that I wished I was 16 again.. young, inexperienced and still had these hopefull ideas of the world... the outside world actually. What was in store for me and all the paths I could choose and all the things I had yet to do. Plus guys dig a 16 year old... its a fact. anywho... these thought brought me even further, how I wish (like probably everybody else) I could be 6 years old again, with the knowledge (not the experiences) I have now. I could have held my head up high knowing the negativity I got from other people was just outlashes from their own insecurities. The lack of attention I got was because of the shit happening in other peoples lives... etc. Think about it... meeting a six year old after getting picked on by kids at school saying "oh thats allright... they are just lashing out because they themselves feel so bad that they want to elevate themselves above other people to feel better"... better yet imagen an icelandic kid saying that hehehe (joke being because I just wrote that in english...).

I'm working on something that could be called a murel, it's a sun on my wall... its pretty cool, small though... instead of sunrays it shines the different types of art; music, theatre, dance, visual, literary etc.... it's not completed though, I have to figure out some symbols for literature, visual, sculpture and others... I just find that a pen and a brush are pretty boring symbols, too phallic to my liking.

*sigh*

I got this guys number the other day, pretty cool guy, decent looking... tall :P. We had sms-ed a little, we planned on meeting on sunday (yesterday as of one hour ago) but on saturday I witnessed him coming out of a bathroom rather flustered... with another gay man.. :P hehehehe sufficed to say that they date was off...

Well... goodnight honeys... sleep tight.

~Spookyo_O

Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Þetta fær ein manneskja. Ég veit ekki hvað það er við þig en ég vil þakka þér fyrir, síðast þegar við hittumst, að tala við þig, að njóta nærveru þinnar... það er eitthvað við hvað þú segir, hvernig þú segir það og bara almennt áran í kringum þig sem fær mig til að trúa á mig, eitthvað sem fær mig til að trúa því að ég geti gert eitthvað við líf mitt og að ég geti gert hluti vel, að ég er og geti verið miklu meira en ég held að ég sé. Þú ert yndislegur. Þú gerir fyrir mig það sem engin annar hefur nokkurntíman gert fyrir mig af því að engin virkilega trúir því nema þú. Takk kærlega fyrir að hafa trú á mér og að láta mig vilja gera betur. Og hve mikið eða lítið sem það skiptir máli þá vil ég að þú vitir að ég hef alltaf endalausa trú á þér, ég veit að þú átt eftir að breyta heiminum til hins betra. Takk.

~Hafsteinn Tómas Sverrisson skrifar þetta til Kristjáns.

Monday, September 26, 2005

Hún Kibba klukkaði mig þannig að ég neyðist víst til að tilkynna 5 staðreyndir um mig.

1. Ég hef sjúklegan þrá til að sanna mig listamannslega séð á hvaða sviði sem er.

2. Ég elska húfuna mína hann Rasmus Klump.

3. Ég vil hafa áhrif á fólk og hvernig það hugsar.

4. Ég hef oft hugsað mér að fá mér pinna í typpið.

5. Placebo roxxors my boxxors.

ég klukkaði:
Kristján
Örnu
Elínu
Ingunni &
Freyju

Thursday, September 22, 2005

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ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!???
GAIA CULT OF THE DAMNED!!!!!?
First of all... Gaia is the name of our sweet, caring and loving mother earth...
and those symbols are not even CLOSE to be the signs of the DAMNED! you can see the yin-yang, the jewish star, christian cross, the buddah wheel and the hindu sign.... what pre pubescent BASTARD made this fucking bullshit picture... I hope he gets an eye-infection.... *sulk*

Friday, September 16, 2005

What makes
Her
Him
Him
Her
Him
Him
Her
Her
Her
Him
Him
Her
Him
and Him so effing special?

~Spookyo_O

Thursday, September 01, 2005

My new ambition has awoken for I have downloaded a music share program called Bearshare... I shall educate myself with good music and a wide variety of music SO what I want to ask you readers of this blogg, please comment to this post with the names of bands that you admire and one or two songs that are descriptive and good. shanks :D
~Spooky

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

I just recently (a matter of hours to be exact) started reading the novel "The picture of Dorian Gray" by Oscar Wilde.. I was reading the introduction and I was intrigued by his words regarding art. His view on the inevitable defeasibility of art and its only purpose of being admired... "the only reason one creates something pointless it is to be admired at... art is quite pointless" (or something to that effect), it is quite moving and motivating to read... I have always wanted to be an Artist, I want to make something admirable and something that stirs the soul and intimidates the mind.

The paragraph above this one was written two days ago when I had just started reading the novel, sadly I have not made much progress with that novel. I have only just read 4 chapters since then... reagardless I absolutely adore the effects of a aestheticly written book, the infectious use of smooth and beautiful vocabulary is indescribably refreshing compared to the usual coarse american usage of the language, the english writers and poets really knew how to pamper their tounge and to fortefy it and immortalise it with the pen, multi-production meal for the soul delivered to multi-national plates, fed to the unpainted canvases giving them colors of worlds that never were real and portraits of people who never existed, picture that, everybody is a gallery of their lifes experiences.

Who and what am I? I have often wondered, I am a human, a person, a male (as opposed to being a woman trapped in a mans body), my mothers son and my sisters brother (and as a matter of fact my brothers brother (so nobody will feel left out))... this is all factual and concrete... I know this allthough this does give me a glimpse as to what I am this does not truly answer the question "who am I?". Am I an artist? that is something I really and truly hope I am and what I want to be but I think my lifes experiences have shown me that it is not my true idendity. Am I a Homo?... well yes... but I should hope that my personality has more layers than that.. Am I an Icelander? Yes, this I am quite sure of, because only a true icelander yearns to escape this wreched island as much as I do! *sigh*

I want to make this interjection to express my deepest remorse regarding how incredably horrid my blogs are, I strive to make them an interesting read but more often than not they seem to end up as senseless drivle spurted onto this site in pixel form... I hereby offer my sincerest apologies and remind you that at any time you are free to click the little x in the upper right corner <-- windows users, you mac-ers out there deserve this tornment so I will forgo from oferring instructions on how you can escape this awful... awful horse hooey (for the lack of a better term). With that said let me continue with my bowel movements.

Am I a slut? Well that concerns who you ask, to one I might be a filthy whore of babylon and to someone else I might be the blessed saint of abstynence... allthough I think the former would be the more likely option to be x-ed. Allthough I consider myself refined, once I was fairly scandelous while at the moment I consider myself quite the gentleman. I have not come to any conclusion with maybe the exception that one has not truly become something until he cannot change... meaning that you arent anything unless you are dead... then your personality is edged in stone if you will and what you were and what you did is forever who you are.. doest thou comprehend?

Anyway, I am going to end this post with a question: Is the grass greener one the other side? Is it just another shade of green? and does the grass really have to be greener to taste better? (for example some of the best strawberries I have ever tasted were barely pink, much less crimson red).

ADEU!
~Spooky

p.s. I hope this bull did pull on your mindstrings.

Monday, August 08, 2005

So... wow... Gay pride is dorment for the time being, having become a creature of huge provess, I am in awe of the effects of it on me, its powers reaching into the hearts of 45.000 people. This pride was extremely eventful and let me explain why: two boys that were with us on the float, who are in the closet and were completely covered so that nobody would know their identity, decided half way through the parade that they would not hide their true selves any longer and threw off their guises and came out to all of the above mentioned people.. OH MY GOD!!!!! There wasn't a dry eye in the youth groups part of the parade, what a way to come out!? Made me wish I was still in the closet ;P
Two other girls that had also been incredibly moved by the parade decided to come out.
So id like anybody who reads this to give these people three HOORAHs for their bravery:

Kári (aka. Kevin Spacey (?))
Eggert (aka. William Shakespear (?))
Jóna (aka. Janis Joplin)
Ella (Jessicka (of jack of jill))

This was one intense weekend, well this was one intense month :) I had the time of my life!! :D I finally felt validated, I did a good job and I am very proud of myself and everybody who did his or her part in our act WE DID IT!!!!! XD What to do now? how can one return to the simple life after all of this... So from now on, every day is a day closer to the next pride :D

NOW! To the real contributers of gay pride, the straight people! :D I want to give you all my gratitude. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! WE LOVE YOU!!! THANK YOU FOR ACCEPTING US AND FOR CELEBRATING THIS DAY OF TRIUMPH WITH US!!!!

all in all an emotionally wiping day and I thank you all for it! ;D

~peace rules

Spookyo_O

Monday, July 04, 2005

I went to a wedding on saturday, my cousin was getting married, god they are so incredible :) she was so beautiful and happy, I just glowed for her as did everybody else in the church and the groom was no less happy, they couldnt help but buff up them jaw muscles. It was so them, poeple singin in the church "I hope you dont mind, I hope you dont mind that I put down in wooooords how wonderful life is now your in the world"... it's time I share a secret with you guys... I am a hopeless romantic, just as much as a guy could sweep me off my feet with rough language and a firm grasp he could also steal my shoes by naming a song "our song" or invite me to a candle lit dinner in the middle of nowhere under the full moon or a picnic in the sun... *sigh*
OOOH! and their little boy, hes such a little energizer bunny, he keeps going and going and going, he cant even sit still on the aisle!!! hehe, in the middle of the ceremony he just got up and went to the bathroom (IN the bathroom of course... not right there) and when he came back he persisted on making silly faces at the grinning audience =) he sure is his mothers son.

NOW! to my outfit.... IT WAS HORRID! ok, I apologize if my sister reads this I hope she doesn't... well if you do just pretend you didn't :D... now where was I... OH YES! the intensiely horrid white assemblidge I had to wear... and not only wear but spend 10.500 KR on... that was one third of my pay check... holy fuck... nothing so ugly should be so expensive, it was too big, it was too long and what is the deal with shoulder pads, if I dont have the physique attributed with broad shoulders then why would I want to fake it?!!! I looked like... little baby Don Carleone playing in daddy's clothes... and those pants were all wrong... *cries a little*

I'm lonely, I'm intensely lonely, I am also incredibly horny... I do not want to sleep around anymore, I'm sick of that. I want to fall in love and stay in love I want the whole nine yards, I want the perfect guy with the perfect mind, soul and body!

It's so funny, I feel like I haven't had sex since my ex boyfriend.. i'ts like sex isn't real unless there's something behind it, the body forgets but the heart holds onto forever :) I like that, makes me feel like I'm not a discusting sex-crazed whore... I have made mistakes, but if I wouldn't have made them I would have made even bigger ones.. know what I meen?

And now behold your inebriated Fairy, I am sitting alone in the hallway of my vacant house finishing off a champaigne bottle since yesterday... rule: "never spoil champaigne because that is spoiling a good thing"
I feel like some sad little queen's role-model in some sad movie, dreaming of Mr. Right and how she will get him because she will never be whole without him... That is NOT the case however because I KNOW for a fact that I will be allright regardless of Mr. Rights entrance into my life or not, I know I have the mind and heart to do anything I please, I know that if I really would want anything I can do it EASELY! not effortlessly mind you but it would be easy. It's just, at the end of the day, especially in the summer, when you won't go to sleep because there's nothing there worth going to, the dreams are vague and creepy, the cold sheets constrict you and the nightmareish sweat drips into the matress making you feel like you are lying on a block of ice is not a good insentive for sleeping... atleast the dark of the winter makes you scared enough so that the bed is the better of two evils, the cold sheets are warm compared to Jack Frosts fingers.

I love my sister, I love my brother, I love my grandmother and I love my grandfather, just in case anybody is wondering. My Sister is an incredible woman, I think througout my life I have been staring up at the sky, only to be staring at her soal, she is incredible, she is a Lioness... she is THE Lioness, she has strength and power most of us can only dream of, she is strong and intelligent and beautiful and caregiving... I wish I had half of her talents and strengths. Then its my brother, you wont find a better person, he will be the perfect husband without a doubt, he IS sensitive despite popular belief, he is very introverted but we know better :) he is kind and good and strong like my sister, if I close my eyes and try to imagen him I get this image, its a heart engulfed in flames, he wants SO much but I know he does, and he will get these things because they are what he feels make life worth living I believe, hes more lonely then I am :) and he deserves every ounce of love in the world, I know I love him with every fiber of my heart and I know he loves us all too. Girls take heed you will not ever find a better man and more of a man than my brother.
Mom, mom mom mom mom mom mom, I love Mamma, ég elska Mömmu... no words, no sentences no color, no tune, no movement to describe her... I can't even begin to.

and I am off...

byebye
~Spooky

p.s. my birthday is in 6 days (tenth of july)

~piece... just bring me something old, something new something borrowed and someone blue.

Sunday, July 03, 2005

this is a list copied from the site wikipedia.org:

Persons of confirmed homosexual or bisexual orientation
The following list includes those people who have confirmed their homosexual or bisexual orientation or whose homosexual or bisexual orientation is not debated.

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A
Louise Abbéma, French painter, relationship with Sarah Bernhardt
Berenice Abbott, U.S. photographer
Achilles, Hero of the Trojan War, lover to Patroclus
Roberta Achtenberg, US Politician
Jean Acker, American actress
Valentine Ackland, British writer
Mercedes de Acosta, American poet, playwright and costume designer
Sir Harold Acton, British art writer, aesthete
Jane Addams, American social reformer
Aelred of Hexham, Christian saint
Christina Aguilera, American singer, bisexual
Alvin Ailey, American dancer and choreographer
Edward Albee, American Playwright (Who's Afraid of Virginia Woolf?)
Alexander the Great, Macedonian King and conqueror of Eurasia, bisexual, had a relationship with Hephaestion, his childhood friend, as well as several wives and male lovers.
Pavel Sergeevich Aleksandrov, Russian mathematician.
Francesco Algarotti, academic
Michael Alig, American club icon and murderer.
Chad Allen, American actor
Peter Allen, Australian entertainer, Aldrich, Robert and Wotherspoon, Gary (Eds.) (2001).
Ted Allen, food and wine guru on Queer Eye
Waheed Alli, Baron Alli, UK TV industry executive and life member of the House of Lords
Néstor Almendros, Spanish Academy Award-winning cinematographer
Pedro Almodóvar Spanish director, Oscar winner
Marc Almond, British singer
Dennis Altman, Australian writer, educator, gay activist
Nicholas Amacher, Gay activist
Scott Amedure, victim in the "Jenny Jones Murder"
Alejandro Amenábar, Spanish filmmaker
Dawn Marie Anderson, bi-sexual American porn actress known as Nina Cherry
Enza Anderson, Canadian drag queen and political gadfly
Dame Judith Anderson, actress
Ruth Anderson, composer
Jerzy Andrzejewski, Polish writer
Kenneth Anger, American filmaker
Steve Antin, American actor
Antinous, Lover of powerful Roman military commander and emperor Hadrian
Gloria E. Anzaldúa, Famous Chicana lesbian writer
Louis Aragon, French poet, bisexual - documented in Ruth Brandon's "Surreal Lives"
Gregg Araki, director of Doom Generation and The Living End
Reinaldo Arenas, Cuban poet, author of "Before Night Falls" (Antes que anochezca)
Aristomenes, Ancient Greek military commander
Joan Armatrading, singer-songwriter
Neil Armfield, Australian theatre director
Billie Joe Armstrong, singer of the rock group Green Day, bisexual
Alexis Arquette, American actor
Claudio Arrau, Chilean pianist
Dorothy Arzner, American film director in classic Hollywood (The Bride Wore Red, Christopher Strong)
John Ashbery, American poet
Kaitlyn Ashley, bi-sexual American porn actress
Sir Frederick Ashton, British choreographer
Othniel Askew, American assassin
Asophicus, Lover of Epaminondas
Kutlug Ataman, Turkish artist
W. H. Auden, British poet
Kevin Aviance, dance music singer
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B
Dirk Bach, German comedian
Francis Bacon, British painter
Bunyamin Bayram, German comedian
Joan Baez, American singer, bisexual
Paul Bailey, British author
Josephine Baker, Singer, actress, French resistance member during WWII, bisexual
Long John Baldry, British singer, musician, bisexual
James Baldwin, American author
Tammy Baldwin - member of the United States House of Representatives (D - Wisconsin)
Alan Ball, writer (American Beauty, "Six Feet Under")
Anura Bandaranaike, Sri Lankan politician
Tallulah Bankhead, Actress
Samuel Barber, U.S. composer
Jillian Barberie, tv hostess, actress, bisexual
Clive Barker, Author, director, artist, known primarily for his work in the horror genre
Djuna Barnes, Novelist, bisexual
Fred Barnes (Frederick Jester Barnes), Musical Hall singer.
Tim Barnett, New Zealand member of parliament
Nathalie Barney, poet
Jean Barraqué, French composer
John Barrowman, American actor
José Luis Barry, Cuban pianist and singer famous on Puerto Rican television and newspapers; came out as gay on one of his El Vocero columns
Michael Barrymore, British comedian
Drew Barrymore, America actress, bisexual
Roland Barthes, French literary theorist
Paul Bartel, American filmaker
Jean-Michel Basquiat, NYC graffiti artist, died of overdose in 1988
Katharine Lee Bates, writer of "America the Beautiful" [1]
Terry Baum, American playwright and congressional candidate
Billy Bean, former major league baseball player
Amanda Bearse, American actress ("Married...with Children"), director
Cecil Beaton, British photographer, Tony Award-winning set designer and Academy Award-winning costume designer
Maria Beatty, American filmmaker
Simone de Beauvoir, French philosopher and novelist, bisexual
Alison Bechdel, American cartoonist (Dykes to Watch Out For)
Brendan Behan, Irish writer
Andy Bell, British singer
Chester Bennington, songwriter, singer in the American band Linkin Park, bisexual
A C Benson, UK writer of the words 'Land of Hope and Glory'; 2 of his brothers (sons of the Archbishop of Canterbury) were also gay
Gladys Bentley, American blues singer
Nate Berkus, American interior designer and regular guest on The Oprah Winfrey Show
Christopher Bernau, stage actor known for his Shakespearean roles, as well as roles on soap operas (Alan Spaulding on The Guiding Light)
Ruth Bernhard, photographer
Sandra Bernhard, American comedian, singer, author and actor, bisexual
Sarah Bernhardt, French actress
Leonard Bernstein, U.S. composer and conductor, bisexual, Aldrich, Robert and Wotherspoon, Gary (Eds.) (2001).
Sarah Bettens, leading vocal of K's Choice
Ole von Beust, mayor of Hamburg
James Bidgood, US photographer and filmmaker (Pink Narcissus)
Thom Bierdz, soap opera actor most famous for his role on The Young and the Restless
Elizabeth Birch, former head of Human Rights Campaign, longtime partner of Hillary Rosen (see below)
Jón Þor (Jónsi) Birgisson, singer and guitarist of Icelandic band Sigur Rós
Marie-Claire Blais, Quebec novelist
Ross Bleckner, American artist
Neil Blewett, Australian Labor politician 1977-94; Minister for Health 1983-91; High Commissioner to the United Kingdom 1995-98
Marc Blitzstein, American theater composer
Anthony Blunt, British art-historian and traitor
Sir Dirk Bogarde, British actor
Chastity Bono, American activist, daughter of Cher and Sonny Bono
Michel Marc Bouchard, Canadian playwright (Les feluettes)
Jane Bowles, American author, married to Paul Bowles
Paul Bowles, American expatriate author and once composer, married to Jane Bowles, Aldrich, Robert and Wotherspoon, Gary (Eds.) (2001).
Karin Boye, Swedish poet and novelist
E. E. Bradford, Uranian poet
Ben Bradshaw, British politician
Wilfrid Brambell, British actor (Steptoe & Son)
Dionne Brand, famous lesbian writer and filmmaker
Marlon Brando, American Actor, bisexual (In his 1976 biography "The Only Contender" by Gary Carey, Brando was quoted as saying, "Like a large number of men, I, too, have had homosexual experiences, and I am not ashamed.")
Johnny Brandon, British singer popular in the 1950s
Scott Brison, Canadian member of Parliament and Minister of Public Works and Government Services
Benjamin Britten, British composer, Aldrich, Robert and Wotherspoon, Gary (Eds.) (2001).
David Brock, American journalist and author.
Romaine Brooks, painter, bisexual
Nicole Brossard, Quebec poet and novelist
Bob Brown, Australian senator
Edward TJ Brown, first openly gay candidate for Moorhead, MN city mayor. Activist for human rights, voter's rights and campaign law reform.
Jm J. Bullock, American TV personality, HIV positive
Lady Bunny, drag performer
Guy Burgess, British traitor, Spy
Glenn Burke, American baseball player
Chandler Burr, author and journalist
Raymond Burr, American actor (Perry Mason & Ironside)
William S. Burroughs, American Beat author (Naked Lunch, Junky)
Dan Butler, American actor
Judith Butler
Spring Byington, American actress
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C
John Cage, highly influential American composer of aleatoric music and partner of Merce Cunningham
Caligula, Roman emperor, bisexual
Andrew Calimach, American author of Romanian extraction
Simon Callow, British actor
Jean Jacques Régis de Cambacérès, French lawyer and statesman, author of the Code Napoléon
Rhona Cameron, British Comedienne, TV Presenter
Tevin Campbell, American R&B musician
Caphisodorus, Lover of Epaminondas who died with him in battle
Truman Capote, American author
Capucine, French actress (The Pink Panther, Walk on the Wild Side)
Caravaggio, Michelangelo Merisi da, Italian Renaissance artist
Claudia Card, academic
Edward Carpenter, poet
Chris Carter, New Zealand Minister of Conservation, Minister of Local Government and Minister for Ethnic Affairs
Nell Carter, actress/singer (star of Gimme a Break)
Giacomo Casanova, seducer - bon vivant, bisexual
Michael Cashman, British actor and politician
Maggie Cassella, Canadian comedian
Cazuza, Brazilian singer and poet
Luis Cernuda, Spanish playwright
Graham Chapman, British comedian
Tracy Chapman, singer/songwriter
Richard Chamberlain, American actor
Mary Cheney, daughter of U.S. vice-president Dick Cheney
Marc Cherry, creator of Desperate Housewives
Leslie Cheung, Hong Kong singer/actor
Margaret Cho, American comedian, bisexual
Wayson Choy, Canadian novelist
Ralph Chubb, British poet, artist, printer, and prophet
Louise Veronica Ciccone, (Madonna) American singer, bisexual
David Cicilline, American politician; Mayor of Providence, Rhode Island
Cimon, Ancient Greek military commander, aristocrat, and philanthropist
Golan Cipel, associate of former New Jersey governor James McGreevey, with whom he had an affair
James Clark, British ambassador to Luxembourg
Montgomery Clift, American actor
Kate Clinton, American comedian
Kurt Cobain, Nirvana frontman, bisexual
James Coco, American actor
Jean Cocteau, French director and artist, lover of Jean Marais
Roy Cohn, associate of U.S. Senator Joseph McCarthy
Colette French novelist, music hall performer, bisexual
Cyril Collard, French writer, director (Les Nuits Fauves), bisexual
Russ Conway, British pianist popular in late 1950s and early 1960s
Anderson Cooper, U.S. journalist and TV news-program host
Dennis Cooper, US novelist, poet, and critic
Aaron Copland, American composer, documented in Howard Pollack's biography, Aaron Copland: The Life and Work of an Uncommon Man
John Corigliano, American composer
Douglas Coupland, Canadian Writer, author of Generation X: Tales for an Accelerated Culture
Noel Coward, British writer
Henry Cowell, highly influential American composer
Wally Cox, American actor and voice of Underdog
William Craig, owner of PrideVision and OUTtv
Darby Crash, lead singer of American punk band The Germs
Gavin Crawford, Canadian television comic
Rene Crevel, French surrealist author
Quentin Crisp, British actor, author, and wit
Richard Cromwell, American actor, was Angela Lansbury's first husband, and best known for his work on Jezebel and Lives of a Bengal Lancer, bisexual
Rodney Croome, Australian gay activist
Aleister Crowley, occultist
Howard Cruse, American underground cartoonist
Wilson Cruz, American actor and activist
George Cukor, American film director
Nancy Culp, American actress (Miss Jane on Beverly Hillbillies)
Alan Cumming, British actor, bisexual
Andrew Cunanan, American spree killer, murdered Gianni Versace
Merce Cunningham, choreographer and partner of John Cage
Pam Currie, Scottish Socialist Party activist
John Curry, British figure skater, 1976 Winter Olympics gold medalist
Catie Curtis, American singer-songwriter
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D
Jacques d'Adelsward-Fersen, French novelist and poet
Jeffrey Dahmer, American serial killer and cannibal
Dan Dailey, American actor and dancer
Anthony Daniels, British actor, and Science Fiction Icon (C-3PO)
Dave Davies, British rock musician
Libby Davies, Canadian member of parliament
Michael Llewelyn-Davies, inspiration for the literary character Peter Pan.
Peter Maxwell Davies, British composer
James Dean, American actor, bisexual
Jeanine Deckers, Belgian nun and singer-songwriter
Ellen DeGeneres, writer, comedian and actor
Bertrand Delanoë, mayor of Paris
Samuel Delany, science fiction author
Lea DeLaria, American comedian, jazz singer, author
Drea de Matteo, American actress, bisexual
Portia de Rossi, actress
Guillermo Diaz, American actor
Andy Dick, American actor and comedian, bisexual
Janice Dickinson, American model (claims to be 1st supermodel), bisexual [2]
Marlene Dietrich, actress, bisexual
Ani DiFranco, American folk singer, bisexual
Diane DiMassa, cartoonist and author, HotHead Paisan, Homicidal Lesbian Terrorist
Elio Di Rupo, Belgian politician
Divine, actor (in many of John Waters' films)
Dreuxilla Divine, transvestite
Candas Dorsey, Canadian science fiction author
Joseph Doucé, psychologist and Baptist minister, founder of the International Lesbian and Gay Association
Brian Dowling, 2001 British Big Brother winner
Lord Alfred Douglas, son of John Sholto Douglas, 8th Marquess of Queensberry and partner of Oscar Wilde.
Kyan Douglas, grooming guru on Queer Eye for the Straight Guy
Diane Duane, author, bisexual
Don Dunstan, Australian Labor politician, Premier of South Australia; married twice; bisexual
Andrea Dworkin, American radical feminist
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E
Angela Eagle, British Member of Parliament
Edward II, king of England, bisexual
Hilton Edwards, actor, co-founder of Dublin's Gate Theatre, partner of Micheál MacLiammoir
Denholm Elliott, actor, bisexual
Ruth Ellis, lesbian matriarch and only known African-American centenarian lesbian
Bret Easton Ellis, American writer, bisexual
Epaminondas, Thebian military commander and statesmen
Brian Epstein, British, manager of The Beatles
Melissa Etheridge, American musician
Uzi Even, first openly gay member of the Israeli Knesset
Kenny Everett, British DJ and comic
Rupert Everett, British actor
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F
Lillian Faderman, American author, co-founder of the academic field of Gay & Lesbian History, Pulitzer Prize nominee for "Surpassing the Love of Men"
Richard Fairbrass, British singer, "Right Said Fred", bisexual
George Faludy, Hungarian poet and writer (My Happy Days in Hell), bisexual
Justin Fashanu, British Footballer
Rainer Werner Fassbinder, German movie director
Ferdinand I of Bulgaria, former Tsar of Bulgaria
Stacey Ann "Fergie" Ferguson, singer of The Black Eyed Peas, bisexual
Harvey Fierstein, American actor, playwright (Torch Song Trilogy)
Thom Filicia, home design guru on Queer Eye for the Straight Guy
Timothy Findley, Canadian novelist and playwright
Laura Flanders, host on Air America Radio
David Flint, Australian legal academic, head of the Australian Broadcasting Authority
Tom Ford, American fashion designer
E. M. Forster, British author
Jackie Forster, TV news presenter/journalist and Minorities Research Group member
Pim Fortuyn, assassinated Dutch politician
Per-Kristian Foss, Finance Minister of Norway
Jen Foster, American singer/songwriter
Michel Foucault, French scholar, partnered with Daniel Defert from 1963 till his death, Aldrich, Robert and Wotherspoon, Gary (Eds.) (2001). Also dated Jean Barraque.
Jorja Fox, actress (CSI)
Samantha Fox, British model and one time pop singer
Virgil Fox, American organist
Simon Fowler, British vocalist for rock band Ocean Colour Scene
Barney Frank (D, MA), US Representative
Aaron Fricke, American gay rights activist who successfully sued his high school for the right to bring his boyfriend to the senior prom.
Donald Friend, Australian artist
Stephen Fry, British actor, comedian, and novelist
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G
John Wayne Gacy, American serial killer, convicted of the rape and murder of thirty-three men
Rudy Galindo, figure skater
Rene Gallimard, French Diplomat, had 20 year sexual affair with a male Chinese transvestite spy, and claimed he thought the transvestite was a woman
Jeff Gannon (James Dale Guckert), American propagandist
Robert Gant, American actor
Greta Garbo, Swedish actress, bisexual
Federico García Lorca, Spanish poet and playwright, martyred in the Spanish Civil War
Jonas Gardell, Swedish artist and "riksbög".
Stephen Gately, Irish singer and ex member of the boyband Boyzone
Will Geer, American actor (Grandpa Walton)
David Geffen, music producer and record executive
Jean Genet, French writer
Kitty Genovese, crime victim [3]
Chrissy Gephardt, daughter of US Congressman and 2004 presidential candidate Richard A. "Dick" Gephardt
Boy George, London-Irish musician
Ashlyn Gere, bisexual American porn actress
David Gerrold, science fiction writer, inventor of Tribbles
André Gide, French novelist and Nobel Laureate
Sir John Gielgud OM CH, Theatre and film actor
Candace Gingrich, activist, half-sister of former U.S. Speaker of the House Newt Gingrich
Allen Ginsberg, Beat poet ("Howl")
Chyna Girl, drag performer and model (BACARDI's Tom, Dick and Harry ad campaign)
Neil Giuliano, Tempe, Arizona mayor, declared himself homosexual in public
Claudia Gonson, musician, collaborator with Stephin Merritt and the Magnetic Fields
Luis Gonzalo, Argentine illustrator and designer
Brad Gooch, American author, biographer, writer, and former model.
Julie Goodyear, UK television actress (Coronation Street)
Gorgidas, Theban military leader of the Sacred band of elite troops of paired gay lovers.
Juan Goytisolo, Spanish writer
Judy Grahn, American poet
Barbara Graham, American burglar, had a well-publicized relationship with fellow inmate Donna Prow
Brian Greig, Australian senator
Athen Grey, American photographer
Merv Griffin, American entertainment mogul, former talk show host
Gustaf Gründgens, German actor and stage director
Michael Guest, former US ambassador to Romania. Appointed by President Bush in 2001. He resided at the ambassador's residence in Bucharest with his partner Alex Nevarez, who was publicly acknowledged by former Secretary of State Colin Powell at his swearing in.
Sir Alec Guinness, bisexual actor who was arrested while cottaging in 1948, in the 50's he converted to Catholicism
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H
Hadrian, Powerful Roman military commander and emperor
Leisha Hailey, American musician and actress
William Haines, American actor
Rob Halford, British singer (Judas Priest)
Radclyffe Hall, British lesbian, author of "The Well of Loneliness"
Marc Hall, Canadian student and activist
Dag Hammarskjöld Former Secretary-General of the United Nations, Nobel Peace Prize winner
George Frideric Handel, German-British composer
Vincent Hanley, Irish radio DJ who died of an AIDS-related illness
Kathleen Hanna, American musician, bisexual
Lorraine Hansberry, American playwright ("A Raisin in the Sun")
G. H. Hardy, British mathematician
Lou Harrison, American composer
Randy Harrison, American actor (Queer As Folk)
Deborah Harry, singer in the group Blondie, bisexual American singer
Lorenz Hart, Broadway lyricist, who penned his work with Richard Rodgers
Brent Hartinger, American young adult literature writer
Marsden Hartley, American painter
Nina Hartley, bi-sexual American porn actress
Patrick Harvie, Scottish Green Party Member of the Scottish Parliament, bisexual
Richard Hatch, Survivor winner
Sophie B. Hawkins, musician, bisexual
Nigel Hawthorne, British actor
George Hartree, British actor, who took the name of Charles Hawtrey, (not to be confused with Sir Charles Hawtrey, the victorian actor)
Harry Hay, American gay rights activist, founder of the Mattachine Society
Bruce Hayes, American gold medalist uring the 1984 Summer Olympics in swimming
Todd Haynes, director
Edith Head, American costume designer, winner of 8 Academy Awards
Anne Heche, American actress, bisexual
Michael Hendricks, Canadian gay rights activist, half of first couple to legally marry in Quebec
Hephaestion, Alexander The Great's lover and best friend. Military officer.
Ty Herndon, American Country & Western singer, bisexual
Sighsten Herrgård, designer, trendsetter. Became the face of AIDS in Sweden.
Gilbert Herdt, American Anthropologist
Frank Hershey (aka Franklin Q. Hershey) American automotive designer (1949 Cadillac, 1955 Ford Thunderbird)
Hibiscus, founder of the all-drag The Cockettes
Paris Hilton, American socialite, model, and actress, bisexual
Alan Hollinghurst, British author (The Swimming Pool Library)
John Holmes, American porn actor, bisexual
James Hormel, former US ambassador to Luxembourg. Appointed by President Bill Clinton in 1999.
A. E. Housman, British poet
Frankie Howerd, British actor
Rock Hudson, American actor
Tanya Huff, Canadian author
Michael Huffington, American politician, bisexual
Holly Hughes, Acclaimed Performance Artist, Playwright, One of the "NEA 4"
Jerry Hunt, American composer from Texas
Chris Hyndman, Canadian TV personality
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Janis Ian, American Singer/songwriter
Witi Ihimaera, New Zealand author, wrote Whale Rider
Power Infiniti, International circuit party performance artist
William Inge, American dramatist
John Inman, British Comedian / Actor
Christopher Isherwood, British novelist
Küçük ?skender, Turkish poet
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Tony Jackson, American pianist and composer
Max Jacob, poet
Cheryl Jacques, politician
Mick Jagger, British singer, bisexual [4]
James I, first Stuart King of England and James VI of Scotland
Tove Jansson, author of the Moomin books
Michel Jasmin, French-Canadian daytime television talk show host, homosexual
Lane Janger, producer-director-actor
Trevor James, American author
Michael Jeter, American actor, "Mr. Noodle's brother Mr. Noodle" of Sesame Street
Joan Jett, musician
Sarah Orne Jewett, American author
Jobriath, American rock singer
Edmund John, Uranian poet
Sir Elton John, British singer, musician, composer
Canon Jeffrey John, Church of England dean
Jasper Johns, pop artist in the 1960s
Holly Johnson, British lead singer for Frankie Goes to Hollywood
Philip Johnson, American architect, 1930s fascist, bisexual
Angelina Jolie, American actress, bisexual
Cherry Jones, American actress
Grace Jones, American actress & singer, bisexual [5]
Janis Joplin, American singer, bisexual
Jeremy Joseph, British music promoter and organiser of G-A-Y
Mychal F. Judge, Franciscan priest, WTC terrorism victim
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Frida Kahlo, Mexican artist, wife of Diego Rivera, bisexual
Gorden Kaye, British actor
Johan Kenkhuis, Dutch Olympic swimmer
Hape Kerkeling, German comedian
Maya Keyes, daughter of U.S. politician Alan Keyes
John Maynard Keynes, British economist
Bernard King, Australian TV personality, celebrity chef
Billie Jean King, tennis player, bisexual
Andrew Kinlochan, member of boy band Phixx
Sonja Elen Kisa, creator of the now defunct Toki Pona Wikipedia
The Hon. Justice Michael Kirby, Justice of the High Court of Australia
James Kirkwood, American playwright (A Chorus Line)
Steve Kmetko, U.S. entertainment journalist
Jim Kolbe, member of the United States House of Representatives (R-Arizona)
Andrey Kolmogorov, Russian mathematician
David Kopay, American football player, outed self in autobiography
Ronnie Kray, One half of the Kray twins
Carson Kressley, style guru on Queer Eye for the Straight Guy
Sheila Kuehl, California State Senator and former teenage actress [6], [7]
Michael Kühnen, German Neo-Nazi leader
Elvira Kurt, Canadian comedian
Tony Kushner, playwright (Angels in America)
Karan Johar, Indian director
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Elaine Lancaster, American drag performer
Wanda Landowska, who revived the harpsichord's popularity, in conjuction with her companion Denise Restout.
Nathan Lane, American actor and singer
k.d. lang, Canadian country and blues singer
Laurier L. LaPierre, Canadian broadcaster and Senator
Danny La Rue, drag queen
Derek Laud, British political activist and Big Brother contestant
Charles Laughton, British actor, bisexual
Chris Lea, former leader of the Green Party of Canada, first openly gay party leader in Canada
René Leboeuf, Canadian gay rights activist, half of first same-sex couple to legally marry in Quebec
Mark Leduc, Canadian Olympic medalist/boxing, 1992
Violette Leduc, French author
Sook-Yin Lee, Canadian TV personality, former MuchMusic VJ, bisexual
Annie Leibowitz, American photographer
Robert Lepage, Canadian playwright, actor and film director
Hedda Lettuce, drag performer
Mark Levengod, Swedish TV host
José Lezama Lima, Cuban poet
Jesse Liberty, American writer, bisexual
Lee Liberace, American musician
Janine Lindemuller, U.S. Porn Actress, bisexual
Brian Linehan, Canadian TV personality
Kristanna Loken, actress, model, bisexual
Audre Lorde, poet, author
Lance Loud, son on reality television show An American Family, rock singer
Louis XIII, Bourbon King of France 1610-1643
Greg Louganis, U.S Olympic high-diver
Bryan Lourd, Carrie Fisher's ex-husband, CAA principal
Christopher Lowell, interior decorator [8]
Matt Lucas, British comedian
Ludwig II, King of Bavaria (The Mad King)
Ernst Ludwig, Grand Duke of Hesse and The Rhine
Paul Lynde, American actor and comedian
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Ann-Marie MacDonald, Canadian author and playwright
Ashley MacIsaac, Canadian fiddler from Cape Breton
Mary MacLane, Edwardian-era writer
Micheál MacLiammoir actor and co-founder of Dublin's Gate Theatre
Gregory Maguire, American author (Wicked), married to painter Andy Newman
Peter Mandelson, Britain's EU commissioner
Marjorie Main, American actress best known for portraying Ma Kettle
Irshad Manji, Canadian journalist, author, and "Muslim Refusenik".
Erika Mann, cabaret producer, actress
Klaus Mann, German author
Thomas Mann, German author
Charles Manson, convicted murderer, criminal cult leader, bisexual [9]
Marilyn Manson, American singer, bisexual. He is considered bisexual because he had performed oral sex on men for fun according to his autobiography The Long Hard Road out of Hell.
Robert Mapplethorpe, American artist, photographer
Jean Marais, French actor, lover of Jean Cocteau
Josie Maran, US model, bisexual
Marilyn, British pop star and musician
Christopher Marlowe, Elizabethan playwright
David Marr, Australian author, broadcaster and media commentator
David Marsden, Canadian radio broadcaster and music promoter
Heather Matarazzo, American actress
Holly Matcalf, gold medal winner in rowing during the 1984 Summer Olympics
Johnny Mathis, Singer
Ney Matogrosso, Brazilian singer
William Somerset Maugham, British writer and dramatist
Armistead Maupin, American writer (Tales of the City)
Amélie Mauresmo, French tennis player
Steve May, Arizona state legislator and Army reservist
Roddy McDowall, British actor and photographer
Johnny McGovern, AKA "The Gay Pimp" - Comedian and singer
James McGreevey, U.S. politician and former governor of New Jersey
Sir Ian McKellen, British actor (X-Men, The Lord of the Rings), gay rights campaigner
Margaret Mead, anthropologist
Joe Meek, British record producer
Meleager (general), Greek military commander
Réal Ménard, Canadian member of parliament
Gian Carlo Menotti, U.S. composer
Kitty Meow, International circuit party Icon
Rick Mercer, Canadian television comedian
Freddie Mercury, British musician (Queen)
Stephin Merritt, New York singer/songwriter for the Magnetic Fields, the Sixths, and the Gothic Archies
Metrobius
George Michael, British singer (Wham)
Tammy Lynn Michaels, U.S. actress, partner of Melissa Etheridge
Harvey Milk, American politician
Merle Miller, Presidential biographer
Andy Milligan, American exploitation film director
Scott Mills, British Radio DJ
Vincente Minnelli, onetime husband of Judy Garland, father of Liza Minnelli, bisexual
Sal Mineo, American actor
Frank McGuinness, Irish playwright
Yukio Mishima, Japanese author
John Cameron Mitchell, American writer and director. Creator of Hedwig and the Angry Inch
Isaac Mizrahi, Fashion designer, television show host
Albert Mol, Dutch actor
Brian Molko, Frontman of British rock band Placebo, bisexual
Comte Robert de Montesquiou poet, writer, set designer, patron of the arts
Tyria Moore, love partner of serial killer Aileen Wuornos
Agnes Moorhead, American actress
Cherrie Moraga, author on lesbian Hispanic themes
Richard Morel, singer, music producer
Morrissey, singer and former member of The Smiths ("I refuse to recognize the terms hetero-, bi-, and homo-sexual. Everybody has exactly the same sexual needs. People are just sexual, the prefix is immaterial.")
Rudolph Moshammer
Jon Moss, British musician
Lee Mrozak, (Crazy Cabbie) New York radio personality, bisexual
Megan Mullally, US actress, bisexual
Murathan Mungan, Turkish author, playwright and poet
Saki, real name H.H. Munro, Edwardian writer
Glen Murray, former mayor of Winnipeg, Manitoba
Boris Moiseev, Russian singer
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Klaus Nomi, German singer
Martina Navratilova, Tennis player
Ted Nebbeling, politician (British Columbia) First Cabinet Minister anywhere to marry his same sex partner.
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O
Sinéad O'Connor, Irish singer, bisexual (Ryan Confidential, broadcast on RTÉ 1 on May 29, 2003)
Ron Odon African-American and mayor of Palm Springs, California
Daniel O'Donnell, American politician, brother of Rosie O'Donnell
Rosie O'Donnell, American comedian
Eoin O'Duffy, Irish police commissioner, leader of the 'Blueshirts' and aide to Michael Collins (Irish leader)
Paul O'Grady, British television performer
Andrew Olexander, Australian politician, current member of the Victorian Legislative Council
Pauline Oliveros, composer
Laurence Olivier, British actor, bisexual
Stefan Olsdal, Bassist of rock band Placebo
Brian Orser, Canadian silver medalist at both the 1984 Winter Olympics and the 1988 Winter Olympics
Joe Orton, British playwright
Cathal Ó Searcaigh, Irish poet
François Ozon, French writer and film director
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Brian Paddick, UK Police Commander and nephew of Hugh Paddick
Hugh Paddick, British actor
Juliusz Paetz, Archbishop of Poznan
Camille Paglia, American author and social critic, bisexual
Peter Paige, American actor ("Queer as Folk")
David Paisley, British actor
Pai Hsien-yung, Taiwanese writer
Chuck Palahniuk, American writer, notably of Fight Club
Antonia Pantojas, Puerto Rican educator
Antonio Pantojas, Puerto Rican actor
Pier Paolo Pasolini, Italian director and writer
Alex Parks, winner of Fame Academy, British singer/songwriter
Annise Parker, Controller, City of Houston
Matthew Parris, British journalist and former politician
Harry Partch, American composer and just intonation instrument inventor
Robert Patrick, American Off-Off Broadway playwright
Patroclus, figure of the Trojan War, lover to Achilles
Pat Patterson, professional wrestler
John Paulk, One time drag queen and hustler, one time leader of the ex-gay movement and ex-President of Exodus International
Douglas Pearce, lead singer of the goth band Death in June.
Peter Pears, English singer
Queen Pen, bisexual rapper
Anthony Perkins, American actor, bisexual
Linda Perry, singer
Roger Peyrefitte, French diplomat and writer
Philip II of France, French monarch
Philippe, duke of Orléans under Louis XIV
Phranc, Singer/songwriter, musician and artist
Pink pop singer, bisexual
Doug Pinnick American singer and musician ("King's X")
Danny Pintauro, American actor ("Who's the Boss?")
Miguel Piñero, Puerto Rican playwright, bisexual
Plato, Greek Philosopher
Prince Edmond de Polignac, gay composer, husband of lesbian Winnaretta Singer; together they became patrons of the arts
Marcel Proust Author of In Search of Lost Time
Carole Pope, Canadian rock singer
Cole Porter, American Composer and lyricist
Francis Poulenc, French composer, openly gay from his first serious relationship, that with painter Richard Chanelaire to whom he wrote, "You have changed my life, you are the sunshine of my thirty years, a reason for living and working." He also said, "You know that I am as sincere in my faith, without any messianic screamings, as I am in my Parisian sexuality." (Who's Who, 2001)
Manuel Puig, Argentine writer
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Gilles de Rais, French nobleman and serial killer
Richard Ramirez, American serial killer, bisexual
Robert Rauschenberg, American artist
Øyvind Rauset, (Who's Who, 2001)
Amy Ray, singer, The Indigo Girls
Charlie Ray, American Entrepenuer, Writer
Johnnie Ray, American singer, popular in the 1950s, known as the "Cry Guy"
Nicholas Ray, American film director, bisexual
John Rechy, American author
Robert Reed, actor
Charles Nelson Reilly, American actor and former game-show regular
George Reinholt, soap opera actor (Steve Frame on Another World)
Rio Reiser, German musician ("Ton Steine Scherben"), bisexual
Mary Renault, novelist
Denise Restout, companion of Wanda Landowska
James Harry Reyos, confessed murderer, stated he was gay on the A&E television channel
Cecil Rhodes, British financier and colonizer of Africa
Christopher Rice, American author (son of Anne Rice)
Adrienne Rich, American poet and critic
Bill Richardson, Canadian writer and radio broadcaster
Arthur Rimbaud, French poet
Herb Ritts, American fashion photographer
Ian Roberts, Australian Rugby League player
Anwar Robinson, American Idol contestant
Gene Robinson, American Episcopal bishop of New Hampshire
Svend Robinson, former Canadian member of parliament
Tom Robinson, British rock musician
Roche-sur-Yon, French prince and King of Poland
Jai Rodriguez, "culture guru" on Queer Eye
Ernst Röhm, leader of the Nazi SA (Brownshirts)
Cesar Romero, actor
Ned Rorem, composer, Aldrich, Robert and Wotherspoon, Gary (Eds.) (2001)
Hilary Rosen, former CEO of the RIAA, longtime partner of Elizabeth Birch (see above)
Michael Rowe, Editor Queer Fear II
Jane Rule, Canadian author
RuPaul, AKA RuPaul Andre Charles, American drag queen
Bayard Rustin, civil rights activist, organizer of the 1963 March on Washington, introduced Martin Luther King Jr. to the writings of Mahatma Gandhi and non-violence, fired for being gay
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Steven Sabados, Canadian TV personality
Vita Sackville-West, UK author and poet
Marquis de Sade, 18th century author and philosopher, bisexual
Leontine Sagan, Austrian film-maker
Emily Saliers, singer, The Indigo Girls
Victor Salva, American writer/director (Jeepers Creepers)
Ben Sander, a.k.a. Brini Maxwell, drag performer and television host
Emmanuel Sandhu, Canadian figure skater
Jeremy Sapienza, World-renowned anarchist
Dick Sargent, American actor, (second "Darrin" on Bewitched)
Dan Savage, American columnist
David Sedaris, American essayist and radio personality
Shyam Selvadurai, Canadian novelist (Funny Boy)
Fred Schneider, lead singer of the B-52s
Joel Schumacher, American film-maker (The Phantom of the Opera (2004 movie))
Jake Shears, singer for the band the Scissor Sisters
Pete Shelley, lead singer of British punk band The Buzzcocks
Matthew Shepard, hate crime victim, violently murdered in Wyoming, subject of Emmy winning films The Laramie Project and The Matthew Shepard Story
Ned Sherrin, UK broadcaster
Randy Shilts, US author, journalist and AIDS activist
Henry Sidgwick, utilitarian philosopher
Michelangelo Signorile, columnist, advocate, and pundit
Bill Siksay, Canadian member of parliament
Mario Silva, Canadian member of parliament
Bryan Singer, movie director (X-Men)
Winnaretta Singer, patron of the arts, heir to the Singer sewing machine fortune who married a gay husband
Siouxsie Sioux, rock and punk rock singer and songwriter, bisexual
Nirushan Siva, Sri Lankan uthor of Magicland, bisexual
Jeffrey Smart, Australian painter
Bessie Smith, American blues singer
Chris Smith, first openly gay British MP
Liz Smith (journalist), gossip columnist, bisexual
George Smitherman, Canadian politician (Ontario cabinet minister) [10]
Socrates, Greek philosopher
Simeon Solomon, (1840-1905), British Jewish artist associated with the Pre-Raphaelites and the Aesthetic art movement
Solon, Greek statesman
Jimmy Somerville, singer (Bronski Beat, The Communards) (Who's Who, 2001)
Stephen Sondheim, American musical theater composer and lyricist
Susan Sontag, American essayist and novelist, usually lesbian but occasionally bisexual
Dusty Springfield, British pop singer
Pam St. Clement, UK television actress (Eastenders)
James St. James, American author and former New York party icon.
Mia St. John, US boxer, bisexual
Robert Stadlober, German actor and singer, bisexual
Barbara Stanwyck, American actress
S?awek Starosta, Polish gay activist
Gertrude Stein, American expatriate author, partner of Alice B. Toklas
Michael Stipe, American singer (R.E.M.), film producer
Jim Stork, US politician
Billy Strayhorn, jazz composer, lyricist, arranger, and pianist (Duke Ellington Orchestra)
Sylvester, American singer (Who's Who, 2001)
Gerry Studds, US politician
Lucius Cornelius Sulla, Roman dictator
Andrew Sullivan, conservative journalist
Terry Sweeney, US writer and actor who was a Saturday Night Live cast member in the mid-1980s
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Channing Tatum, bisexual. Male model/actor
Rip Taylor, American comic
Hordur Torfason, (Who's Who, 2001)
Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky, Russian composer
Tegan and Sara, Canadian singer/songwriters and sisters
Neil Tennant, British musician (Pet Shop Boys)
Stephen Tennant, British aristocrat
Mark Tewksbury, Canadian gold medal winner in the 1992 Summer Olympics
Scott Thompson, Canadian comedian and actor (Kids in the Hall)
Virgil Thomson, American theater composer and music critic
Jeremy Thorpe, leader of British Liberal Party
William Tatem (Bill) Tilden II, American tennis champion
Colm Tóibín, Irish novelist
Alice B. Toklas, partner of Gertrude Stein, known for her cookbook that contains Brion Gysin's hashish brownies (marijuana)
Sandi Toksvig, British comedian
Lily Tomlin, American comedian, actress
Pussy Tourette, drag performer and singer
Pete Townshend, guitarist of The Who, self-proclaimed bisexual
Trajan, Roman emperor
Violet Trefusis, lesbian daughter of King Edward VII's mistress Alice Keppel; lover of Vita Sackville-West
Michel Tremblay, Canadian writer
Mark Trevorrow, Australian comedian
Esera Tuaolo, former NFL player
Alan Turing, British mathematician, computer scientist and theorist
Colin Turnbull, British anthropologist, later American citizen, Buddhist
Stephen Twigg, UK Politician, MP, defeated Michael Portillo in 1997 election
Oras Tynkkynen, Finnish politician
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U
Karl Heinrich Ulrichs, German activist, author
Umberto II di Savoia, Italian King
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V
Pierre Vallières, writer, member of the terrorist FLQ
Ville Valo, Finish muscian, singer of HIM (band)
Lupe Valdez, Sheriff - Dallas County, TX
Michele van Gorp, WNBA player for the Minnesota Lynx
Chavela Vargas, Mexican singer, who came out as lesbian during an interview with Colombian television
Gianni Vattimo, Italian philosopher
Paul Verlaine, French poet
Jim Verraros, singer, actor, American Idol contestant
Reginald VelJohnson, actor (the dad on Urkel-based Family Matters)
Maréchal de Vendôme, General under Louis XIV
Compte de Vermandois, Admiral of France
Gianni Versace, Italian fashion designer
Gore Vidal, American writer
Luchino Visconti, Italian director
Hella von Sinnen, German comedienne
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Tom Waddell, American sports
Rufus Wainwright, Canadian/American singer
Horace Walpole, 4th Earl of Orford
Wanda, American drag performer
Andy Warhol, American artist and pop art icon
Patricia Nell Warren, American writer, Front Runner
Tony Warren, British scriptwriter (creator of Coronation Street)
John Waters, American film director (Pink Flamingos)
Sarah Waters, British author (Tipping the Velvet)
Sumner Welles, U.S. Under Secretary of State 1937-1943
James E. West, American politician
Mae West, American actress, bisexual
Suzanne Westenhoefer, American comedian
Guido Westerwelle, Leader of the German liberal party FDP
James Whale, American film director
Diane Whipple, victim in the Presa Canario dog mauling trial
Edmund White, American novelist (A Boy's Own Story)
Patrick White, Australian novelist and Nobel Prize winner(The Twyborn Affair)
Walt Whitman, American poet (Leaves of Grass)
Jane Wiedlin, guitarist/singer for The Go-Go's, bisexual
Tracey Wigginton, Brisbane's "lesbian vampire murderer"
Oscar Wilde, Irish playwright and bon vivant, imprisoned after conviction for "gross indecency" for homosexual behavior
Thornton Wilder, playwright (Our Town) and novelist
Kenneth Williams, British actor and diarist
Robbie Williams, British pop singer, bisexual
Tennessee Williams, American playwright
Wendy O. Williams, American rocker, bisexual
Johann Joachim Winckelmann, German classical archaeologist and art historian
Paul Winfield, American actor
Jeanette Winterson, UK author
Dale Winton, British television presenter
Michal Witkowski, polish writer
Ludwig Wittgenstein, Philosopher
Monique Wittig, academic
Alexander Wood, merchant and magistrate in Upper Canada; "Founder of Gay Toronto"
Virginia Woolf, British author
Klaus Wowereit, mayor of Berlin
Aileen Wuornos, serial killer, prostitute, bisexual
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Y
Will Young, British pop singer, winner of ITV's 2001 Pop Idol, and singer of the million-selling 2002 single "Anything Is Possible / Evergreen"
Felix Yusupov, Russian prince
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Pedro Zamora, Cuban-American AIDS activist, The Real World participant
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Persons of debated lesbian, gay, or bisexual orientation
The following list includes those who some people legitimately believe there is meaningful evidence the person is or was gay, lesbian or bisexual. This speculation should be supported by documentation or historical record. More information about what is known about each individual's sexuality should be available in the individual's biography.

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Akhenaton, Egyptian pharaoh
Hans Christian Andersen, Danish author
Marie Antoinette, wife of Louis XVI, bisexual
Aristotle, Greek philosopher
Susan B. Anthony, American feminist and women's suffrage activist
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Carl Barat, British singer and guitarist for The Libertines
Elizabeth Báthory, Hungarian countess, serial killer (vampirism)
Lucecita Benítez, Puerto Rican singer
Miguel Bosé, Spanish singer
James Buchanan, 15th President of the United States
Samuel Butler, UK novelist 'Erewhon'
Lord Byron, poet, bisexual
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C
Julius Caesar, Roman emperor, suggested to have had a relationship with King Nicomedes III of Bithynia
Roger Casement, Irish patriot
Nellie Cashman, gold prospector
Cristian Castro, Mexican singer
Willa Cather, U.S. novelist
Marcia Cross, actress, subject of frequent tabloid speculation
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Salvador Dalí, Spanish painter
F. Holland Day, American photographer and publisher
Pete Doherty, British singer and guitarist for The Libertines
David Dreier, U.S. congressman
Francis Archibald Douglas, Lord Drumlanrig (1867-1894), Private Secretary to Archibald Primrose, 5th Earl of Rosebery. Drumlanrig was the eldest son of John Sholto Douglas, 8th Marquess of Queensberry and elder brother of Lord Alfred Douglas; according to a biography of Oscar Wilde, The Secret Life of Oscar Wilde by Neil McKenna, Drumlanrig had a secret affair with Rosebery and committed suicide because this became known to his family.
Guillaume Dufay, composer
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Alejandro Fernández, Mexican singer; according to tabloid, had relationship with Miguel Bosé
Siegfried Fischbacher, magician
Edward FitzGerald, poet (informed speculation by at least one authority)
Errol Flynn, Australian actor, reputed Nazi spy, bisexual
Susan Flannery, soap opera actress (Days of Our Lives, The Bold and the Beautiful)
Jodie Foster, American actress
James Franco, actor
Frederick the Great, eighteenth-century King of Prussia
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G
Juan Gabriel, Mexican singer
Prince George, Duke of Kent, British royal (uncle of Queen Elizabeth II)
Richard Gere, American actor and Tibetan freedom activist
David Gest, ex-husband of Liza Minelli
Gustav V of Sweden
Cary Grant, (Archie Leach) British actor, bisexual [11]); also Hollywood Gays: Conversations With: Cary Grant, Liberace, Tony Perkins, Paul Lynde, Cesar Romero, Brad Davis, Randolph Scott, James Coco, William Haines, David Lewis by Boze Hadleigh; Behind the Screen: How Gays and Lesbians Shaped Hollywood 1910-1969 by William J. Mann.
Thomas Gray, English poet
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George Frideric Handel, composer
Richard Bennett Hatfield, Canadian politician (premier of New Brunswick, 1970-1987)
Hugh Hefner, publicly acknowledged to having gay relationships during the 1970s
J. Edgar Hoover, director of FBI
Howard Hughes, American tycoon, film producer, aviator
Langston Hughes, American poet and dramatist
Alexander von Humboldt, German naturalist and explorer
Adolf Hitler, German Chancellor, Fuhrer. Rumors that Hitler was gay abound. Aside from the rumor that he was never physically intimate with his girlfriend/wife Eva, Hitler surrounded himself with gay men in his younger days. All this is chronicled in the book "The Hidden Hitler" by Lothar Machtan.
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I
Iggy Pop, musician
Molly Ivins, columnist
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J
Brian Jones, British guitarist of The Rolling Stones, according to Dave Davies interview in "Uncut"
Rafael Jose, Puerto Rican singer and show host, "outed" in a Puerto Rican television show
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K
Immanuel Kant, German philosopher
William R. King, United States Senator and Vice President under Franklin Pierce (unconfirmed)
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L
Orlando Lasso, composer
T. E. Lawrence (of Arabia), British soldier
Adam Lazzara, front man of Taking Back Sunday
John Lennon (according to separate biographies by Geoffrey Giuliano and Albert Goldman)
Lennox Lewis, retired British boxer
Matthew Gregory Lewis, British author, diplomat, and parliamentarian
Abraham Lincoln (1809-1869), Sixteenth President of the United States, as argued in the book The Intimate World of Abraham Lincoln (ISBN 0743266390) and suggested by other biographers.
Jean-Baptiste Lully (1632-1687), French musician and composer
Leonardo da Vinci (1452-1519), Renaissance architect, musician, inventor, engineer, sculptor, and artist
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M
Shane MacGowan, Irish punk rocker
Katherine Mansfield, New Zealand author
Walter Mercado, Puerto Rican "Psychic" & TV personality
Joseph McCarthy, U.S. politician, see Rotten page[12]
Michelangelo, Renaissance painter and sculptor
Mohammed VI of Morocco, King of Morocco
Bernard Montgomery, British soldier
Jim Morrison, American rock singer, according to Stephen Davis' biography Jim Morrison: Life, Death, Legend
Morrissey, British singer
Modeste Mussorgsky, composer
Frank Murphy, Mayor of Detroit, Governor of Michigan, and Associate Justice of the Supreme Court
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N
Dave Navarro, musician, bisexual
Isaac Newton British physicist.
Friedrich Nietzsche German philosopher.
Cynthia Nixon, American actress
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O
Titus Oates, inventor of the "Popish Plot"
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P
Patrick Pearse, Irish patriot and leader of the 1916 Easter Rising, whose poetry is littered with homoerotic imagery
Natalie Portman, actress (hinted at same-sex attraction in a magazine interview)
Paula Poundstone, comedian
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R
Sun Ra, musician
Richard I, the Lion Hearted, English King
Richard III, the clubfooted hunchback, English King
Ann Richards, former Governor of Texas
Dennis Rodman, athlete, bisexual
Archibald Primrose, 5th Earl of Rosebery (1847-1929), British Prime Minister. Had an affair with Lord Drumlanrig, according to a biography of Oscar Wilde, The Secret Life of Oscar Wilde, by Neil McKenna.
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S
Camille Saint-Saëns, French composer.
Sandro, Argentine singer
Víctor Santiago, mayor in Puerto Rico, accused of sexual harassment by two men
Sappho, Greek poet: her love poetry to men and women may or may not have autobiographical import
Erik Satie French composer, generally presumed to be asexual
G. David Schine, aide to Sen. Joseph McCarthy
Ed Schrock, former U.S. congressman
Franz Schubert, Austrian composer (Solomon, Maynard: "Franz Schubert and the Peacocks of Benvenuto Cellini")
Camilo Sesto, Spanish singer
William Shakespeare, Elizabethan playwright and poet (had a wife and children; his love sonnets to a man may or may not have autobiographical import.)
Richard Simmons, America fitness guru
Oliver Sipple, who saved president Gerald Ford's family, he sued a newspaper for running a story about his sexuality
Shepard Smith, U.S. cable news anchor
Kisha Snow, U.S. boxer
Barbara Stanwyck, U.S. actress (Hadleigh, Boze: "The Celluloid Closet")
Baron Friedrich von Steuben, German military adviser to American revolution
Oliver Stone, hinted at past same-sex relationships in a 2004 interview with Rolling Stone magazine.
Sharon Stone, American actress, bisexual
Henry Stuart, Lord Darnley, Consort/husband of Mary, Queen of Scots, reputedly bisexual
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T
Tarkan, Turkish pop singer, was outed with highly speculative photographs by TV station SHOW TV. He has not yet publicly declared his homosexuality nor denied it.
César Torres, mayor of Gurabo, Puerto Rico, fined 250 dollars for allegedly asking an undercover male police officer for sex
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U
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V
Rudolph Valentino, silent actor
Rudy Vallee, American singer, actor
Caetano Veloso, Brazilian singer-songwriter. See http://www.brazzil.com/content/view/6232/
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W
Evelyn Waugh, British writer
Patrick White, Australian writer
Oscar Wilde, writer
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Malcolm X, American black nationalist leader, see [13]

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

This is difficult... I feel a pain in my chest... a friend of mine was saying good bye.. She has been trying to reach out to me but I just havent done the same.... I love her to death and I am really an idiot for letting things end this way, but before this happened we just didn't connect at all, when we talked I felt like I was talking to a friend of a distand friend of a friend... I knew her but she didnt let me in... I did not try hard enough but last years I have been changing alot... we both have, both been evolving, "blossoming" and just changing. I have never lost a real friend before... it hurts, but I dont know if this should or should not happen. its stupid if it does but it is happening.

anyway... I am Sorry, really sorry for not trying hard enough, I love you babe..

Thursday, May 05, 2005

This is Belle, I made her and she is my best sculpture, hopefully not my best for long :) I am trying to get better and evolve.

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Monday, April 18, 2005

I have no idea what to write so I'll just start.... no comments on the last three or four posts, is it because nobody is reading or is it because nobody knows what to say? I was just listening to Nancy boy (and now "one way or another" by blondie) ahhhhh... how I love that song :P SO! Sailesh tonight with my baby Boo and her sweetheart :) I hope he makes me have an orgasm but considering my luck I'll probably be a delusional puppy watching a speck of dust... it'l be a riot :D

You know when you have a blogg site, and you have alot to say but you dont know if you can say it cuz you don't know who'll be reading it i.e. mother, brother, sister... grandmother even. so I'll just have to sit on this secret I have :( dammn realatives!!!

Today have decided to comprise a diet atleast for the next 24 hours, consisting of fruits, vegetables and soy milk :) I know I wouldn't survive the month on this diet but I will still try for as long as I can (I'm betting on a day and a half ;P ...)

Oh lawdy guys, mum's got the fever people! she has her eyes on a dog! she is going to bring a little mutt to our happy feline home :s well... as long as I dont have to pick up its poo or smell it's doggie breath I'll be fine and who knows if I wont love the little critter. I don't know how happy our Snoopy will be but I think he'll live... I'll just give him twice as much attention as I give the dog when he arrives.

I can't wait for school to be over!!!! even if I will fail and I repeat IF!, it will be ok cuz then I will have sweet sweet summer vacation OH and who can forget my and Arna's trip to London right after final exams? oh we will have so much fun, seeing a actual gay district and the goth clothes stores and the fact that we'll get payed during our stay there!!!! :D I might just explode with glee right now!

Oh holy j.c.! Jezus week is upon us! This really infuriates me, what does jesus have to do with my school, well atleast what does christianity have more to do with my school then buddism, hinduism, wicca, satanism and etc.? This is a public school known for its diversity for being liberal so I say if we can't atleast keep our education and religion seperate then we can equilise this and have a satanist week, hindu week, wicca week, buddah week and every other religion week. I know what you're gonna say: "well why dont you do it then" my reply will be: "well I shouldn´t have to, because it has no place in any SCHOOL (not a curch but a school)". Hmmm... I feel like you think I'm trying to ban all religious natured things in our school... well no, I think there should be all kinds of groups within the school that people who are interested in said religion, political view etc. should be able to join to get informed and participate in activities they might decide to engage in, this would be reffered to as free will of the participant, him or her deciding to fill their brain-meats with jesus goodness instead of this violation of freedome of choice. So, to sum up, no to jesus week, yes to jesus club.

Rammstein plays with my brainwaves as I write this, nice beat and the fact that I don't understand a word makes it so cool and mysterious, seriously they might be singin "I like grandma panties, go french fries" and id be all "fuck yeah! fight the machine!!!!"

Damn... I had this nice momentum going, wrote alot and now im just empty.... damn secret still scratching my frontal lobe...

anyway... I think I'll retire now.

bye babes and please do comment if you have any thoughts at all...

~Peace comments in my brain when I sleep
Somebody to love.

Can anybody find me somebody to love
Ooh, each morning I get up I die a little
Can barely stand on my feet
(Take a look at yourself) Take a look in the mirror and cry (and cry)
Lord what you're doing to me (yeah yeah)
I have spent all my years in believing you
But I just can't get no relief, Lord!
Somebody (somebody) ooh somebody (somebody)
Can anybody find me somebody to love ?

Yeah
I work hard (he works hard) every day of my life
I work till I ache in my bones
At the end (at the end of the day)
I take home my hard earned pay all on my own
I get down (down) on my knees (knees)
And I start to pray
Till the tears run down from my eyes
Lord somebody (somebody), ooh somebody
(Please) Can anybody find me somebody to love ?

(He works hard)
Everyday (everyday) - I try and I try and I try
But everybody wants to put me down
They say I'm going crazy
They say I got a lot of water in my brain
Ah, got no common sense
I got nobody left to believe in
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

Oh Lord
Ooh somebody - ooh somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love ?
(Can anybody find me someone to love)

Got no feel, I got no rhythm
I just keep losing my beat (You just keep losing and losing)
I'm OK, I'm alright (he's alright - he's alright)
I ain't gonna face no defeat (yeah yeah)
I just gotta get out of this prison cell
One day (someday) I'm gonna be free, Lord!

Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love love love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love somebody somebody somebody somebody
Somebody find me
Somebody find me somebody to love
Can anybody find me somebody to love ?


(Find me somebody to love)
Ooh
(Find me somebody to love)
Find me somebody, somebody (find me somebody to love) somebody, somebody to love
(Find me somebody to love)
Find me, find me, find me, find me, find me
Ooh - somebody to love
(Find me somebody to love)
Ooh
(Find me somebody to love)
Find me, find me, find me somebody to love
(Find me somebody to love)
Anybody, anywhere, anybody find me somebody to love love love!
Wooo somebody find me, find me love.